Out of blue ,there was a girl infront of me ;tall,snowy white,rupangelic hair,slithery lips, for me that was best image retina ever formed.she approached towards me ,smiled showing her perfectly arranged teeth and asked "are you santosh?". Hapazardly i spoke"yes..you?..what's the matter...aww...".now she looked more cuter smiling at my innocance."i just checked file, i am your lab partner,myself samriddi"she introduced herself.my dad was retired army soldier ,day earlier he had advised (looked more like threatening) to study well ,carry aimbition of being doctor and stay out of girly matters.i was their only son,even i had never imagined myself happy being with these all scientific name, i had convinced my self to be a doctor ,only reason was i loved them.see i was a pure teen, never spoke to any girl properly,not smelled cigrette,alchohal and most never been out at night without parents.
I had no intention to be attracted to any of girls,but there is a perfect girl near me and rapidly growing testestromes what could i do? I was that small ironic pin near that magnet.here in college i was at hostel finally,that was obiously hell to me still there was this angel in thoughts everysecond.college life gave me three best classes physis lab chemistry lab and biology lab.these classes were always on my countdown theme.i could get a proper glance of her there.clsses were strict and perfectly sheduled ,Her voice was pleasing enough to garentee goosebumbs.the innocent boy , with dabar amala oil changed.i used to rush to every cupboards in dormitory checking perfumes, creams ,hairgels.i used to misplace those cosmetics,like applying hairgel at face.still that excitement was best,that eagerness to see someone was something pure a boy would feel in life.i was so lost in her there i forgot my identity.i was loser at my class, zero at sports, studying unintrestingly obiously didnt make me genius .samriddi was crush of almost all of boys in college. She was sharp at sports, fluent in speaking and smooth in writing and only after terminal exams i came to knew she was genius meanwhile she outnumbered the examination.one day in chemistry lab we had our rough notes exchanged unknowingly, she had nothing more particluar in hers but i had much more delicate feelings at mine.there were monologes written in physis class,her discription done at biology class,and most nude arts that prem did in hostel.now i began to sufgocate,choke at drinking eating,and desprate in bed.seriously i didn't sleep that night.after billions of reckless thoughts and thousand of weird conclusion prem gave i thought of being straight.next day i walked to class towards straight with my dark circles,messy hair and stinking mouth and said"i am sorry,but its true i liked you a lot ,since i had seen you,i couldn't help myself to unlike you,you are this beautiful.if you want you can slap me ...and those nude i didn't do them".i released my breath now .she stood up looking confused and smiled at me and said"i thought you were different ,out all these boys i had thought you as pure ,still you are same to all" i was dumpfounded.she angrily pulled one of friends and moved out of class saying something to her.i luckily was able eavesdrop ,she was saying" i had forgetten my rough note s at chemistry lab yesterday we need to get there".here i feel stupid now i ran to chemistry lab before her and exchanged our Notes , after onwards she changed her partner at lab.those cute innocent feeling growing beautifully died that moment.we never talked everafter,still she used to give fierce looks when we used to run into each other.i too couldn't dare to reach her onwards,i was this dust in the wind and she was that fruit in stratosphere.
Amazing 👏👏
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